Friday, January 28, 2011

I don't wanna miss a single thing

After much fear and trepidation I applied for a certification (in Nov actually) that had been well within my grasp for over a year. Yes, I know. Why had I waited a year?

I guess I wasn't mentally prepared for the next step. I'm not sure that I really am "prepared" now. But what I do know is that I am most decidedly moving forward.

And my stomach has to run to catch up!

I had been thinking and processing my career moves, education, and future for so long that I wasn't actually tackling it anymore. I was kinda letting moves "happen" to me, instead of by me.

Granted, this moved wasn't precipitated by the United States of Queshia. I just happened to get pissed off enough to swerve into another lane.

So now that I'm certified by the state of IL, and can legally administer some assistance to the students therein....I still feel the jittery butterflies...

But really, that is what its about..growing up...taking charge. I'm going to have to accept the fact that I can't stay 27 forever.

(In about two more years, I'll decide I've had enough of 27 and move on to 28, I promise :0).

being resilient, learning self defense, and pressing one's hair, that what Soul Sista's about right about now...



Now all I need is one of Oprah's guru's to assist me in finding a two second beauty regiment :0).

At least I'd look hot while waiting for my stomach to catch up with me.